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Saturday, June 24, 2006

INSERT TITLE: on the verge of explosion

I was completely caught by surprise because of what she asked. I didn't know what to do and I panicked like someone was holding a knife on my throat.

"Oniichan, the reason I came here is because I missed you. Ever since that day when our fate reunited, to tell you the truth, I hesitated to go back abroad." She held my hand.

"Ka- Kanako?" I sucked every weird feeling there is at the park.

Mixed emotions. Quiet. How I wished to be beamed out of Earth during that moment. The creases on my brain were leveled and my mind turned blank. Nothing seemed right. I was running out of options but I had to give her a calming answer.

She's my sister and it's clear that she need her oniichan's help -- coming from my point of view. Maybe I should try a simpler approach first.

"Ano, Kanako you could stay longer. If that's what you want."

"Oniichan... That's not what I want." She turned her head away and closed her eyes. Then, she slowly her head to me again, gradually making contact eye to eye. "I want you to come with me to America."

logged at 3:14 PM
SIGNED : Keitaro

Saturday, June 17, 2006

INSERT TITLE: after coming home

Whew. I'm so exhausted from the commotion. I think Kanako's exhausted too. She had so much luggage. Demo, I can't help worry about her stay. It's not that I don't want her to be here. No, as much as possible, it would be nice to let her stay. I can't point my finger to where the problem is. In the end, it's all good. I'm tired. I think I'll hit the bed.

logged at 1:41 AM
SIGNED : Keitaro

Thursday, June 01, 2006

INSERT TITLE: going away to Okinawa

It's only right that Mutsumi-san has to go to Okinawa. It has been years since her last visit home. I'm sure everybody's waiting for her at Okinawa. Demo, I can't believe I agreed to go watch her apartment. Well, it's not that of a big deal. Also, I don't think Naru would get mad. Well... she is stubborn, hiding any sign of tension and jealousy. I have to be careful.

"Why would she get jealous?" think of it as an act of service. Yeeess. Act of Service. What a nice catch.

I just want to help Mutsumi-san and I can't get any more honest than what I've said. She's a friend and I think it's only okay. Plus, I think it's only fair to say that Naru should understand.

Crap. I still have finals next week. I envy Mutsumi so much. I wonder how she aced her prerequisites. I mean come on! She's a dean's lister! I asked one of her professors how good she really was inside the classroom.

"You want to know, Keitaro-san? She's exempted in her final exams." Su- sugoi. "However, everbody's talking about you, Keitaro. Your grades are flunking! The final exams and the makeup exams are your only hope if you want to stay with your course!" Ko- kowaii.

Eehhh... how very unkind.

logged at 3:42 PM
SIGNED : Keitaro